Fallen

every time im almost better
i fall back to the ground
and the ones who used to pull me up
just arent sticking around
so on the ground ill stay
i lay
making peace with the fact
that i probably wont be coming back
and making peace with being sad
so everything doesnt seem so bad
maybe in a little while
...a long while
ill start to smile
once agian
but until then
im still on the ground
i accept that ive fallen down