Seven

Pump me full of poison

let it flow freely through my veins

let it wash out all

the regrets

the stresses,

the hurts

and pains.

Fill me up with fantasy

lungs with smoke,

eyes: saline tears

as I exhale let the smoke

take with it all my fears.

Pump me full of poison

I want the trip.

I'll take the fall

Honey, don't you know the highs

make the lows worth it all.

Fill me up with fantasy

I need a break.

I need to chill

 the little jitters and rushes and waves

Its a drug-induced thrill.

Pump me full of poison

I promise...

 Its just a phase

I'm not dying. I'm just enjoying

my short lived drug craze.

Six

You smile

                         wide.

 You fear it

                         all.

   Breathe in.

      Breathe out.

  Chest rise.

  Chest fall.

                     Rest your droopy lids

                                                  over empty eyes

                   And wait until your

               last

                              breath

                                               dies.

Five

Crazy lives.

Wild eyes.

Sex. Drugs.

Love. And lies.

Freedom? Sure...

We're mature.

Let us go.

We're adults you know.

We're the grown ups

Throwing up in the bathroom stalls

Making drunk phone calls

And petting fuzzy walls.

Tripping on shrooms

Locked in dorm rooms.

Someones passed out on the floor.

The RA just knocked on the door...