in the rain

kiss me in the rain
so it hides the tears
that pour down from the pain
which has built up for years

Just Me

there is no "old me" or "used to be"
there is no better, there is no worse
theres just Me
and keep in mind you werent the first
who came to find they dont like Me changing.
well im sorry
im sorry that you cant see
that change is part of humanity
and there is no old or new personality
there is just Me. simple. changing. Me.

life's perfect

so go ahead and break me down
please i'd like to see you try
life's perfect and there nothing you can say
to bring a tear to my eye

you can tell that i am weak
cause now i cry more than i speak

but dont forget im also strong
cause despite all my fails and wrongs
i still kept moving right along

can you see me?

can you see the apathy inside of me?
its screaming your name
it craves your attention and your help
its filled with guilt and shame.

can you tell im empty?
that im like a black hole
and no matter what i try to fill it with
nothing can replace a soul.

can you try to help me?
ill do anything you say
this constant failure is killing me
i can't stand being this way.

found

i think i found what i was looking for
i might have even found a little more
you see, i finally found myself
and i know it took alot of time and help
but im so much better than i was before
now that i found what i was looking for